3.23.2006


What could have I learned from you? Is it nothing… Or something that I wished I have never learned?

It was weird & unwary to realize that I really do not care about you anymore.
Care?! What is that?
Does that mean you meant so much to me that I put time aside to be upset because you did not care about me?

I am glad you are the one who taught me how not to love you. I am glad I did not learn it by loving someone else. I am glad you never left a doubt in my mind that I wasn’t the one who is missing out. You are the biggest help of mine because you made it easy for me.
You taught me you are worth of millions but not worth of a minute of my time.
You taught me how important I am but not to you. You helped me without knowing it. Maybe that is why I loved you.
The most valuable lesson you taught me is that I could have been appreciated more if I was not too stupid to close my eyes to other options.

Options… It is important to understand life offers us a lot of options. It is up to us to make choices. Our life is the reflection of our choices.

Many years I denied the simple fact that options are there for love as well. I thought love couldn’t be divided or shared. As I aged I realized SURE there is need for options when it comes to love.
Let me rephrase how I said it: Till you find your half, love & attention need to be shared, otherwise you going to be stuck with somebody that you should not be stuck with in the first place. If you do not keep your options open then how would you know the person you chose is the right one for you. If you paid attention I did not say your other “better” half. That term has no meaning. Now, please take pen and paper & Print it in capital letters "there is no such a thing Other better HALF”. That is a wrong way of understanding life. If you cannot be your better or best then believe me, there is body who can be your better or the best part.

Instead of looking for your better part, you should look for somebody who can be compliment to your life. Like vitamins!!!! YOU can survive without them but if you take them. It is good for you.

Now, dear readership tell me whether I am in right way of understanding life or I got a wrong U turn?
With love & appreciation,
Yours NO_THE_GAME